It's Madness!

Oh my gosh... it's happening again! I'm losing my mind! I'm reading on BabyCenter ( I really need to stay away from there ) all the things that people are freaking out about not having yet for their babies. Seriously... a bouncy seat? Come on! Who cares about a bouncy seat? I don't have any freaking diapers! Or a bed! Although I think I may just end up buying a couple of sheets for the Pack N Play. *sigh* I didn't want to put him in that from birth even though Madison slept in one for almost 3 months after she outgrew her bassinet, but I just can't afford to get even a used bassinet. Not the ones I have looked at anyway. But diapers? I can't bring a child home without diapers! My heart started racing and I almost went into panic mode. LOL. I told Curtis that he had to bring the Pack N Play in so I could scrub it down and it had to be done by tomorrow at the latest. He seemed pretty confused. He stuttered a few times, then finally just said okay. Ahh, you gotta love hormones! And to top it all off... I just went into Jonah's room and opened up his dresser, just to notice that there is still a faint odor of cigarette smoke on the clothes we bought from Craigslist. Ugh. I am going to get some of that Febreze Laundry Odor Eliminator and hopefully it will take care of that. That's what I get for buying things that have been around smoke. What is weird is that I don't remember smelling smoke in the house when we went to pick them up. Hmm. I don't know. I'm just going to trust in the power of Febreze. It never fails, right? Right? So... this is what my big Memorial Day plans are. Wash baby clothes. Scrub Pack N Play. Freak out and nest. I am a happy pregnant person. Really. I'm not at all psycho. To top it all off... Madison seems to have a cold. Ugh. She freaking takes Claritin every single night. She is not supposed to get the sniffles. So gross and unpleasant. She cried forever about it last night when she was supposed to be sleeping. It was made worse by the fact that she had spilled water all over her bed earlier in the evening and didn't tell anyone so her mattress was soaked and she had to sleep in our bed with us last night. She really doesn't like sleeping in our bed, so she was crying about being sick AND about not getting to sleep in her own bed. She was just all around miserable, the poor thing. She is still sniffly and has a low fever... hopefully she sleeps better tonight. She passed out in the car earlier and napped until after 8pm, so she probably won't go to bed for a little while still. At least her bed is dry. K